dear

I know that you're trying to protect me and I'm thankful for that, but the world is not the scary place you think it is. My body too...

This is a letter to you... You grabbed hold of me when you knew I was the most vulnerable, you knew I wasn’t able to fight back. I can’t...

I am so sorry. You found out about the purging. I wish you didn't. I wish it didn't make you cry. I wish I hadn't done it. I don't know...

I kind of hate you sometimes, you’ve been the cause of some significant problems and set backs in my life and it’s lead me to thoughts I...

Can you help me? I want to lose weight the same way I did when I was a good anorexic. God do I miss being anorexic especially the...

here you are, consoling my heartbreak, filling the empty spaces of where my dreams, where my love for life and my faith in humanity once...

I understand that you're doing your job, protecting me from things I can't handle but you're making my happy ever after so much worse....

I have no clue how you are back in my life. I meant it when I said goodbye to you years ago, and I was so fine without you. I was an ED...

It’s forest I wish we got along better, I think we could have been good friends, But you chose to invade me and I let you. I know I will...

you've always been there, in many different shapes. sometimes you'd be the voices in my head telling me to end it all. Sometimes, you're...

You promised me so many things... happiness, being comfortable with my body, a life worth living, and so much more. So where are all of...

I'm not going to give you a name or admit to your existence until you're undeniable. As much as I hate you I want you to take more from...

I was supposed to be a on a fast. It's midnight and I just ate three Oreos. I hate myself so much. I don't know what I am doing with my...

There's nothing on this planet that is more contradicting than you are. All of your advice isn't rational. Yet who am I to disobey you?...

Fuck you. I hate you. I want to live a beautiful life. Why are you always in the way? Go away. Fuck off. I want out.

Can you help me? I want to lose weight the same way I did when I was a good anorexic. God do I miss being anorexic especially the...

first of all: fuck you. Like honestly, get a hobby or something. I don´t care if you start knitting or start a cult, just - leave me...

You have been my protector and my safety for as long as I can remember. Almost like a lucky rabbit foot, you are there to make sure I...

I am in a happy relationship. All my life I have wanted the exact person I have now found and it makes me sooo happy that I have him. But...

you’ve stuck with me for over 6 years now, which makes it hard for me to let go of you. I don’t know who I am without you, and although...