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I remember the night we met, the feelings that you awoken inside of me, turned into fears. I was intimidated by you… before I knew it we...

I don’t know where you start and where I end. We were together from the start. How would life without you look like? I will never know. I...

I know why you appeared in those years of growing up in the clinical embrace of CAMHS. Looking back at those years with jaded and adult...

I need a hug, but you won’t give me one and you won’t let anyone else give me one, why is that? I feel like it’s to protect me, but...

I define myself within the context of you I don't know which of us came first. I love pain like you taught me to I hope I please you. I...

Our relationship is complicated. Some Days I’m very angry at you, others I beg for you to be there for me. I don’t blame you for all the...

i'm well aware you're the one who dragged me to where we live now. I've joked with my friend about 'living in a swamp' and being 'a...

fuck you, you fucking piece of shit. i wanna be thin, i wanna be skinny, but i don't want you. make me skinny without fucking around with...

What have you done to me? Until a bit ago, when recovery stumbled across my broken self, I was an entirely different person. I shunned...

I was just married. What should have been the happiest time of my life turned into one of the darkest. You have always been there. Big...

you are a piece of shit. I was doing alright until you showed up and made me realize how many flaws I have. You teamed up with anxiety...

You and I, it's always just been us, we grew up together and you've known about everything that hurt me. You kept a tally that you...

You have been with me for so long I don’t even know what life would look like without you. The things I blame you for you make me blame...

5 months. 5 months i haven't taken a razor to my arm but you still lurk round every corner, urging me to give in and end it all....

I know you're trying your best to protect me from the terrible things of this world. You know me so well, and you're perfectly aware of...

I just noticed you. You always seem to be in the background of everything I do. I need you to leave me alone. Every time I’m out in...

Yes, you. The thief of time. I have been on this planet for forty-seven years, and you’ve been with me for at least forty. I don’t know...

You’ve taken friends and family. You came to me when I was a child and hollowed out my soul. I’ve lost most of my years to you, and...

Fuck , and i can't stress this enough, OFF!!! -Me

I get that we’ve been together for a long time, but I think it’s time to move on. I’m sorry for you to hear this, but i think you’ve been...