Dear Anorexia,

I want my mummy to love me. You told me the only way she would is if I am skinny. You told me she gave birth to my baby sister because I was not good enough and that she loved him more because he was thinner and more loveable than me

If I lose weight will she love me? How much weight to I have to lose? Does the love increase the more I lose?

I don't want her to feel she is a failure of a mother every time she sees me. I don't want her to feel ashamed of me. I don't want her to wish she had never given birth to me.

If I lose enough weight, can I finally make her feel proud of me?

Please answer me,

Bonnie