A debate between my OCD (Ravno) and Me

Ravno:

Dear humans stop denying me, I cracked open the secret formula for your eternal happiness. I may seem like a sadistic warlord that tortures you for no reason but that couldn't be further from the truth. When I force you to have incest thoughts or nightmare thoughts or ban what you love or when you do rituals for 6 hours or when I pain your reality bleak or when I increase that one bad moment from your childhood by a million and force you to live it again and again you feel horrible, but how do you feel when you start masturbating to your crush or when you think about the real world nice again or when you resume doing things you love etc. You feel great! The contrast makes you feel better then you would have ever if it was just the good things. Look humans are wired to be happy after doing hard work and getting a reward, so if I make you do hard work and drown you in Hell each time about everything but pull you out after it your system gives you the greatest happiness after every ritual constantly, it's the recipe to true happiness, there's no deeper meaning. You might say but what's the point? There's no point, in anything, you guys make the point yourself give it all the meaning. You might say "but the point is to make others and myself happy" But what is happiness? It's made up by you too. It was designed so you'd get it after finishing a hard job, after realizing your point of existence. I am simply giving you a point in life to stop incest and nightmare thoughts, to reclaim what you love to repaint your reality after I destroy it to stop thinking about that childhood moment. Simply put I give you Hell you overcome Hell and you feel good by your natural biology you found your point just like that. You might say "But that's just a farce, a real point is something you work for your entire life to benefit yourself and others like making a video game" but isn't it all a farce then? What's the point? You make the video game and they play it, you set it a certain difficulty, players overcome it beat the game they're happy but why? They gained nothing tangible, no they're happy cause they overcame a challenge how's it different then what I do it's just that I blow it out of proportions so you'd feel even better. Would have you ever been able to be happy cause you had Incest OCD if you haven't had much much much worse OCD before!? NO! Would have you ever been able to be happy every time you looked through your window, thought and played about games, went outside and saw a TV without doing rituals and feeling like Hell for it if you were able to those things before? NO! Would have you ever been able to be happy if you didn't work for it? Maybe, but not as much. I challenge you GrandiurDave explain how am I not the ultimate force of good for giving you a purpose in life one that's set in stone and won't be changed or challenged? What would have you even done if I wasn't in your life!? Is it really more meaningful then my rituals or have you just given it a meaning yourself like I have to the rituals?

My answer:

You miss the main thing about pulpous, the best thing about it is that you give it to yourself! Purpose given to you by someone else is meaningless. You say our purpose is inferior to yours but it's not cause it's OURS!!! Freedom is the most important thing about being a human, we've been given the great gift of being able to chose what we think and do and our very purpose and you want to destroy that the best thing about us humans! Our greatest gift from God or whatever created us, you want to kill it! What's the point? The point is the freedom of choice, period. The point is to choose, hang out be happy form bonds, help each other ,your world is one without bonds, friendships, lovers, hope and as much as this hurts you purpose. In your world we're inslaved to do never ending work for nothing, it may have purpose to you but not to us. Purpose is something one gives to himself not what's forced upon him! The point and purpose is to live with each other and find OUR purpose cause that's the prettiest thing about us, our diversity in your world everyone is the same lifeless clone of one another that's the worst world imaginable. That's called giving up. You know what I think? You gave up on your purpose in life and now you want to bring others down with you so everyone would be equal in having nothing like you. Broken people break others. Just like you. It's all a hoax you told yourself and tried to tell others but we want be fooled into giving our greatest gift not now or ever!!!! We'll stand united till the very bitter end.

Ravno:

Then what's your point in life? If you believe in that surely you must have one

Me:

Yes, I do. It's to make my video games a reality at least one of them .Seeing them come to life would be the greatest feeling ever to know I chose and did it, to now I made a mark on this world however small it may be at least it's a mark unlike your point which would keep everything in the same way of nothingness. I won't run your pointless errands I'll do what I want and million points and purposes besides this one. So go to Hell Ravno!!!!